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Something happened today.
Kindness grew teeth. For a long time, kindness can sound like softness. Be agreeable. Do not upset people. Help when you can. Smooth things over. But that was never quite the kind of kindness I wanted. The phrase that emerged was fierce kindness.
I liked it because it contained its own paradox. Kindness is gentle. Kindness is fierce. Both. Real kindness can mean telling somebody something they do not want to hear. It can mean refusing to enable a destructive pattern.
It can mean maintaining a boundary even when the boundary causes disappointment. It can mean standing up for somebody vulnerable. It can mean staying engaged when walking away would be easier. And sometimes it can mean leaving. The action is not the constant.
The commitment is. Reality. Dignity. Genuine care. That helped me understand something about my own history of trying to help people.
Helping and rescuing are not the same thing. That sounds obvious when written neatly on a page. It is much less obvious when you are standing inside somebody else’s difficulty and every part of you wants to make it better. Good intentions can become a way of refusing reality.
You can care about someone and still be unable to fix the system around them. You can help and still make things worse. You can say no and still love. You can leave and still care. Again, life refuses the small boxes. The version of kindness I increasingly trusted was not sentimental.
It had courage in it. It could look at reality without withdrawing compassion. That is harder than either extreme. It is easier to be endlessly accommodating and call it kindness. It is also easier to become hard and call it realism. Fierce kindness asks for both. See clearly. Care anyway.
